my life here

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Before going to our permanent site:

I cant believe we already got assigned our permanent sites! Its so crazy. Ill get to that. Today our principal from our sites came to meet us in Managua, and we had "classes" together all day to get on the same page. Its so cool that they are here to bring us to our site, show us around, introduce us to the schools we are going to be working in (I will be teaching three different classes in three different schools), all of which are rural. Many of them are multigrade classrooms. 

Today was an exhausting day in spanish. All of the sessions, all of the talking, all of the planning - all in spanish. Its kind of cool that we can do this, and every day I am both encouraged, and I admit to getting discouraged often. 

Learning spanish is the most difficult task I have ever undertaken. Its taken humility, confidence, patience, time, failure after failure after failure. It takes dealing with embarrassment, confusion, tiredness, and a never give-up attitude. It stretches me beyong my barriers almost every day. After my two years here, I feel confident I will call it one of the greatest accomplishments of my life, that each day I fought through it. And at the end of the day, I kept moving forward.

I am inspired a lot by Rocky. Just as he said, "You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! " - Rocky Balboa

I watched Rocky the other day in Spanish, and it was encouraging, uplifting, and I felt inredible. And, I could understand most of it. Its so cool to finally be able to watch normal things and udnerstand most of what is said, and at least the gist of what was not understood in words.

I also was able to site through an entire church service and I understand over 90 percent of what was said. How incredible is that! Talk about a miracle.

I feel truly lucky to be here. It sounds silly, but I really feel like Im living my life to the fullest. When else could I ever say I literally got up, left my family, left my home, left my job, my responsabilities, my friends, my grad school, and my life in the united states, all for the pursuit of something greater. I left to go learn from a community different from me, to teach kids, to learn, to challenge myself, to learn new skills, to learn a new language, to encourage others, to hopefully be a beacon of hope and light. to be a community facilitator, and an optomist. speaking of optimism..

Sickness

So I finally got my first fun sickness here. I got lucky and got two at the same time, actually - a bacterial infection and a parasite infection. Luckily Peace Corps is so awesome, that they picked me up from my house because I couldnt walk or anything.

I was dehidrated enough that they needed to take to the capital - Apparently these infections made me have so much diarrhea and vomiting, that I couldnt even make it the hour trip to the hospital without kindly asking the driver to pull over so i could walk into the woods (thankfully there were woods there) so I could poop (arent you glad you read this post?).

The funny thing was that I asked him if he could pull over so I could vomit, which is what I thought I had to do, but then when I got like two feet into the woods, I realized I had to poop more than vomit. Oh, decisions.

The thing about this day was that it was the day we were supposed to find out about our permanent site assignments for the next two years! wowww well unfortunately, i missed that meeting, so a lady from the peace corps came to deliver my folder to me with the contents determining my future - it was a fairytale moment. I have a sweet picture of it that Ill put up later.

Im feeling much better now, actually. yay!

Site

So, my next two years are going to be in this place called Boaco. And apparently its on the side of a mountain, and has an awesome sports scene, with a sweet sports complex, which is rare here.

We are going to visit out sites for a week starting tomorrow - how crazy! so exciting.

Its SO epic to take a step back and look at what Im doing. Im living out my dream in life. 

"Two roads diverged in the woods. And I took the road less traveled..."

Baseball

Our team is in the semi-finals of the towns playoffs, and its a best of 7 series, and we are down 3-1. I have found out its tough to jump right into a sport that requires a lot of skill and practice when you haven’t played it since you were 9. But I am fulfilling a dream by learning how to pitch. I feel alive when Im out there, and I could pass hours on hours on the mound, its so relaxing. Im so lucky I have guys in the pueblo that want to help me learn. I feel on top of the world when Im out there.

Basketball

we made it to the finals of our towns tournament, and we are up 1-0 in a best of 7 series. those games are a hell of a fun time. im loving it so much. They are at night, under the lights, and a lot of people from the community come to support. Ive been playing decently well, for being removed from playing for a little bit of time. But im good enough to jump right in. ive been averaging maybe 8 points a game.

Heres a few pics from my first game 

overall, ive been shooting about 50 percent from the field, but surprisingly my free throws havent been the best. however, when push came to shove and we were down 1 point with less than a minute in the semi final, i knocked down two free throws to put us up. we won that game.